Getting back on track after being off for a little bit is hard. It feels like work. Before, it felt normal and no big deal. Now it is so blaaah.
First, how the hell did I ever do the elliptical for 90 minutes??? How? Last week, I did it only for 30 mins every day, and took 2 days off. So now getting back on the elliptical is really bleh. It has been hard doing 45 minutes. It seems like I just count the minutes and can't get into a groove like I usually do.
And then with eating, I am still being good, but want to cheat and eat munchies way more than before.
This month has been so challenging in terms of staying on course. I don't know why this is. Maybe because I am getting lower and it's not coming off as easily.
Yesterday, I just wanted to eat all day. It was the first day of TOM, so maybe that was why. I stayed within my points, but still felt like I just craved carbs all day. I am not falling off the wagon or going to give up, but it just feels like harder work than usual these days. Let's hope it passes.
Attitude of Gratitude: I have been talking with my ex boyfriend and I don't know, but maybe things are looking up. Can on again off and again relationships ever work?