Why do guys have to play games?
Why do relationship issues suck so much?
Why am I feeling so bad now?
Why am I right back where I started when for months I thought I was over it?
Why do I still want him so much?
Why did he go on and on about how he wanted me and then the second I start thinking maybe it's a good idea, he starts having doubts?
Why can't I stop staring at my phone?
Why does this hurt so much?!
Sorry, but I literally can't think of anything other than this crap.
Attitude of Gratitude: This is hard right now. Maybe I will use the power of positive thinking (a la The Secret) and say wishfully, I am grateful that this guy wants me just as much as I want him and we are going to be together happily ever after.